Do You Have a Resistant to Spending on Yourself Like Us?
We did release it and spend our money to upgrade our living. It felt great.
We did release it and spend our money to upgrade our living. It felt great.

Recently, my husband and I decided to spend a big portion of our money on renting an apartment after torturing ourselves in a small, noisy, no-sunlight apartment for a year.
We moved to Andorra about one year ago. It has been a hustle finding a good place to live in Andorra.
Despite all the good points I mentioned before about moving to Andorra. When come to finding accommodation, it nearly takes all the great points away.
I canāt believe my experience of looking for one here. First, it is so hard to find a good one, most apartments or housing are so old.
The building of 10 -20 years old is called new here. What? When the buildings turn 40, they just started their teenage age I guess.
Then the light and luminosity! Oh, what a hustle, my husband and I were living in what we initially thought would be a temporary stay, but it turned out we were struck here for one and a half years now.
In summer we got a little sun in our apartment, for a total of 30 mins a day. In winter the sun came for 5 mins maybe, despite the sun shined nearly all year round.
Because of a high mountain, it is difficult to get direct sun inside an apartment unless the apartment is perfectly alight with the sunās direction and locate in a wide valley or else on a high mountain.
During this one year, we have been searching for apartments to buy or rent whatever it came. No luck.
Some, we had only a chance to call an agent but never visited because it was taken right after an hour of the advertising being posted without the tenant seeing it. Crazy!
Some, we managed to visit and submitted an application but the owner picked someone else. It was so depressing situation right here.
I watched many peopleās experiences of finding a place to live in New York to give me a cheer-up vibe as there is still someplace where their situation is crazier than where we are.
Anyway, the big mess is done now. Not by any miracle or luck, but because we raised our standard and our budget higher to where is less competition so the chance is on ours.
Well, you may think, if you have the money you can do so. It is easier to say than done.
In my life, paying rent is something I have strong resistance to, and so does my husband. I felt as if I flushed my money down the toilet, but that is me.
I donāt have a problem spending big money buying anything as long as it is considered an investment.
But this time, I guess we were at a point of desperation and need good care for our well-being and proper living space.
The resistance of thinking we deserve to spend this money on ourselves was a big part that stopped us from doing so for a long time.
Anyway, we overcome it and once we made a decision, we felt a big shift in the way we see money, and the possibility in ourselves.
It seems not related, but it is. This act made a big impact on our subconscious level that we are worthy and we believe in our future potential. I do believe that if you feel good, feel rich the rich will come.
I have had one profound experience like this before. I bought myself a business class ticket from Bangkok to Paris. Something I have never done for myself. I felt too comfortable putting myself in an uncomfortable place for the sake of saving money. I have done that all my life.
I bought that ticket because it happened to be a great deal that I couldnāt leave it behind.
On that day, I felt so good, and then I attracted amazing things. While waiting for a flight I visited a Hermes store in Airport Duty-Free.
Let me tell you a little bit about Hermesās game. You need to accumulate the spending to be able to get an offer to buy a Hermes bag. It sounds crazy but believes it or not many people follow that game.
Why? because if you got an offer for a Hermes bag, you can sell it for nearly double the price right after. After all many people think it is worth it.
On that amazing day, I got an offer to buy a Hermes bag without accumulating any spending at the store because it was during a pandemic and a few people were traveling at that time.
I was nearly the only person who visit the Hermes store that night. So when I asked for the bag, the sale lady offered it to me without hesitating.
I remembered my hands were shaking handing her my credit card. I couldnāt believe what was just happening.
Considering the potential profit if I sell the bag, it would pay off my return business ticket already, plus pocket money.
I felt like God gave me a message that great things come when I take good care of myself and as if God wants to help me should be so fearful of spending money.
Well, if you read till here and start to think maybe you should spend your money on what you have in mind and experience the same shift as us.
Please consider what my relationship with money is like and why I think I can trust myself with this. I am financially stable, and in my life, I have never made any debt that didnāt give me a return more than I invested.
I have never been in a financial crisis, and I have never borrowed anyoneās money. I am careful when coming to spend. Sometimes a little too much. Same to my husband.
So when our intuition said we can spend it, we knew we can trust ourselves.
If you are like us, who are always conscious about spending and having a desire for something for yourself. This act might bring you a spiritual transformation. But if you are kind of struggling with finances because you always finding a good reason to spend, donāt follow what we did, period.
All right thank you for reading, I am super happy and so excited for a new event in our life! I canāt imagine what great things will come out of this.
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