Wild Love Holy Island, The Series
Thank you for leaving me
I am glad that my ex-lover left me.
His existence healed the wound in my heart and his absence pushed me into the path I belong.
At that time, I could not grab how this disguise could turn into a blessing because if you were left by a decent man, with a kind heart, you would doubt what was wrong with you and wonder if you would ever find a man like him again.
That was me a few years back. The dramatic event woke my sleeping soul up and humble me to realize I was not in control, no one does so I did the greatest act by surrendering to the greater force that I didn’t know what it was.
I prayed for answers.
Found a spiritual island
The prayer was answered in a wired way and directed me to a spiritual island.
My Facebook was blocked. After years and years of spending my energy building my identity on this social media, my existence was questioned.
How ironic it was, without my ex’s love I did not know who I was either.
I tried to recover my account but after several days of silence, I gave up.
Then, I remembered my old Facebook account. This account was like a brand-new start. There were only a few contacts.
That was not difficult to spot an unrecognized group I somehow was a member of.
Wild Love Holy Island
Something in this group captivated my interest, from numerous wellness workshops and retreats offered to the wired yet spiritual topic discussed.
Day after day, reading the weird, spiritual, hippy content became my new addiction.
Until these days I still didn’t know how could I become a member of that group, if it was not a divine plan.
Found the everlasting love
I decided to follow my intuition to the mysterious island. I let go of the plan and allow the flow to move me.
During the trip, miracle after miracle happened to me and I became a good friend of a new familiar little GPS inside of me, Intuition.
The most profound was when I prayed for the spirit guide for love in my dream. Despite the messy dream, I had all night I only remembered a dream of one single number.
It was the number 4.
It didn’t seem I couldn’t make the use of number 4 to find love but it did.
When I witnessed how my dream was manifested into a reality. I had a realization of who was behind all of the scenes. It was God all along.
I shared a whole story in detail in my article, Pray, Sleep, Meet Love, Everlasting One.
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In the presence of God, I felt complete and loved. I sat down in tears paying gratitude. I have found my true love, an everlasting one.
The pain transformed into a deep understanding that it was God’s plan for my ex to leave because he left so God could come in.
Found my passion
As someone who lived in my head most of the time, and spent single mins to control life.
I was stuck in an unfulfilling career for the sake of money and afraid to explore my passion.
Thank my ex, the pain that was caused by his detachment made me lose motivation in pursuing what my heart was not there for.
The tear gave birth to the courage enough to act irrationally by leaving the source of secure income behind.
It was the best decision I have ever made in my life. I was not the most courageous woman and I needed that little push to be able to come to the path I belong.
I gave God a pen and offer myself as an empty canvas. In the emptiness, God whispered to my heart to write.
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I had never written anything and English is not my first language. My head said that did not make sense, but that inner voice prevented me from denying my destiny.
I took an uneven road and began to write with all my insecurities. Now that I made money writing I still feel unfamiliar with saying I am a writer.
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What to write?
One morning during my first visit to the Wild Love Holy Island, I went for a walk. I felt thirsty and looking for some water. I randomly walked into the biggest yoga school.
As crazy as it may seem, I was granted one full year of education for FREE as part of their contribution to the Thai people.
At that point, I forgot I was thirsty as I was excited about what I would be learning. This event reminded me of a Bible verb.
John 4:13–15
Jesus answered, “Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks the water I give them will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give them will become in them a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” The woman said to him, “Sir, give me this water so that I won’t get thirsty and have to keep coming here to draw water.”
At this school, I learned the wisdom that feeds my soul. What I didn’t know was that this school was not just any ordinary yoga school but a Tantra school.
At that point in time, I had no idea what Tantra was. If I knew, I might run away before even starting.
Why?
Tantra is known for its sexual practice even though that was not all about tantra but it was enough to receive a bad perception.
Especially, I came from a Buddhism background where sex was never mentioned in a good way, definitely not the way to enlighten. My Asian culture suppressed that natural desire even deeper in the dark corner named sin.
I was shocked when I knew I was part of a tantra school and was mad at God as I thought I followed His lead but I couldn’t deny that people who practice tantra seem to be at peace so I opened myself up to learn about it.
Tantra teaching was what I needed at that time to free myself from sexual shaming, and forgive myself for all the sexual sins I was made to believe.
That year became the juiciest and wildest time ever in my life, involving a lot of sex with not just one partner. That was not all that mattered, the exploration of an unlimited form of love is.
But when I realized these stories were what God wanted me to write, it took me another few years to build up the courage to do so.
Now that you are reading, I am ready to reveal my most intimate story of mine with many others.
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Receiving a financial blessing
I took a leap of faith and walked into the unknown, gave away what I got, packed what I could, and bought a one-way ticket to Wild Love Holy Island.
It was not an easily done deal. I was constantly anxious about not having a secure income but God slowly helped me cope with my fear, trust, and surrender to His plan.
One week before the traveling day, I was blessed with a financial need equivalent to my annual income. Enough for me to live comfortably on the island for several years.
This event shift my relationship with money to a new whole level which I shared in an article, Rest and Let God Do the Work for Your Finances
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This is the beginning of how blessed I received after my ex-lover left me. I often sat in gratitude sending him a lot of love from afar.
I am happy that he knew what he wanted in his life even if that included leaving me. I love him and I let him go. Love will be with him wherever he is.
Those experiences I have been through installed a new deep belief within me. Everything happened for good. Every disguise comes with a blessing.
I looked for a sign to understand God’s plan. Because He loves us, and everything that allows happening is for the greater evolution of ourselves.
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