Blessing the man who left me is the way to heal

I was not an angel born in flesh, and that kind of forgiveness was not my natural state.
I got that truth transmitted to me during a spiritual Hindu festival on Wild Love Holy Island. I was hallucinated; no one drugged me either; it just happened.
During the meditation, I saw a vision of a man I love with someone else, and even I knew it was not real. I felt hurt badly. I cried to the point that I begged for help.
I asked God if one could love without pain. He gave me an answer.
“Unconditional love is a choice you made without reason the mind could understand.”
My mind wanted to argue. I felt like I didn’t have a choice. It was him who left me.
Then God said
“Choose that one choice you have.”
That statement was always just a concept until that night. With greater power hardly describes, I understood.
I sent love to my ex, who left me. The bandage of pain the grip on my heart was loosened, and love flowed freely from above through my heart to wherever he goes.
I loved and accepted his decision. Love will continue to cherish his path even though that path did not include me.
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