Married to the love of my life Thai-Esarn Wedding, Journey of finding me before you
When I was young I dream of being a beautiful bride as I have seen in a movie. They have a beautiful man by their side and look happy in beautiful grown.
And as growing up in Asian culture where women are valued by which man she is with that desire nearly taurering me.
When I entered my 30 years old, I have to come up with an excuse why I didn’t marry yet. I was desperate and hopeless to find my prince charming who would rescue me from my own self-doubt. Despite the single anxiety, I couldn’t settle down for less.
I was looking for the one everywhere outside myself. Someone who will fill every void inside my heart, and heal the wound that was long ignored. I thought when I found him my life would be completed.
Little did I know the journey of finding the one is within me, loving and, accepting myself is the path to love.
Long story short with a lot of twists and turns when my age started with the number 4 I finally found peace. The connection to divine love completed me from within. Love is abundantly all around me. The desire to be married subsided as I realized the true desire under the need for a beautiful wedding was to love and be loved.
I don’t need anymore the beautiful wedding nor a man who promises to never leave me because love will never leave me and I vowed to always cherish myself.
Now that I am married to the love of my life, realizing what my life propose is, receiving abundantly divine love through him and my old forgotten dream is fulfilled. I am so grateful. Not because I found that man but because I found a lost one inside of me and help her heal. Every time I look into my lover's eyes what I see is my own reflection gracing back with love and kindness.
The journey to love is an amazing spiritual journey. It hurt and it heals I am thankful for every experience that shaped me today.
Love is there where we are abundantly ready to be received. We have deserved it. We are love.
So this video I love to share with you what Thai-Esarn Wedding ceremony is like while telling you my little thought about getting married.
Share with me in the comment below about your experience I would love to hear.
Thank you for sharing a moment with us,
Love
Lita Jane