I Don’t Have the Courage To Speak About My Progress in Pursuing My Writing
Despite that, I am proud of writing this piece
Moving by My Passion
Despite that, I am proud of writing this piece
Guess what? 2022, I felt discouraged a lot that was why you didn’t hear from me and at some point, I thought of deleting this publication.
Yeah, I knew it suck. I felt like I diagnosed a bipolar. One clap or one response could really make my day and I felt energetic to write again, but the moment I published and did not get much appreciation, I stopped writing for a while.
To be honest, I felt ashamed to give you an update that I didn’t have the success I wish to have.
I am sorry …
Well, the fact that you are now reading me telling you, how suck it was bought me a sense of achievement.
Wired, isn’t it?
Yeah writing this piece helped me see that I am no longer attracted to the idea that I need to look good or be perfect.
I am kind of proud of myself for being able to admit it out loud.
I hope one day when I become famous or successful someone will discover this piece and be inspired by how terrible I am.
From Sep 2022 to Dec 2022, I wrote 13 pieces, 7 of them from the month of December. So you know I went down a black hole for some time to get back up again.
I didn’t make much money either but that is fine with me.
What is amazing is I care less and less how many claps I got. What people would respond to my article? And I still feel like continuing to write.
I am proud of myself, really I am not joking.
I am not giving up yet. That is good news.
However, I will no longer write in Dream Maker Publication that I created because I found that creating a list to collect my writing progress is more suitable for what I need right now.
So here is the list, I am collecting my journey of pursuing a dream, Enjoy.
A Documentary of a Dream Maker, Lita Jane
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